I have feelings to.
I have feelings to.
I am finding that I have not been single in a while and now that I am again I am embracing the opportunity to find who I am on my own. When you are single dont look at it as a curse look at it as a blessing you get to reevaluate yourself and reinvent if you want to.
the guy I was engaged to has been working hard to try and fix things with me and I have slowly been allowing him be a part of my life under the understanding he is consistent with change and shows me that he is making the steps he needs to to fix things that should have been taken care of a long time ago.
Well today I had a doctor’s appointment because I have a problem with my menstrual cycle I always have had problems since I was 15 but doctor after doctor couldn’t figure out a diagnosis for it. Finally today a doctor was and what she diagnosed me with while sad when I read the paper about it that she gave me, it matched me to a T so I knew she had to be right. Was very saddening, the chances of pregnancy are slim and if it does happen it won’t happen without fertility treatments while trying.
When telling all of this on skype to him, I found him to not really be in tune with me as I went on to read other portions of the papers she gave me. I then heard him saying something under his breath about “this is going to be fun” and I saw the screens light change in his face, thats when I realized he was reading his email while I was talking. I am going through this huge emotional thing for me as a woman and he has the nerve to get on his email?
to hell with him.
OKAY GUYS I HAVE DECIDED TO DO A THING
AND I DO MEAN EVERYONE
WHO REBLOGS THIS UNTIL THE 20TH
GETS A CHRISTMAS GIFT MADE BY ME
ACCORDING TO THEIR BLOGS
You don’t need to do ANYTHING ut reblog ! Seriously i don’t care if you follow me or not. i WILL make EVERYONE something !
So yay !
Here is a list of all the things a person could do only if they were single. If you have any ideas please send them my way! I would love to hear it.
Sorry this list isn’t so intricate, i have only been single for a few days but so far I think I am doing ok? ok maybe not. SOMEONE GIVE ME IDEAS!